what can i do.... sometimes?

sitting here doing nothing right now, i should go to bed really, but not that much tired yet... im so bored! P-PlutPlut called me a little while ago .. difficult, what to do? i do NOT know. God, give me a sign or something please? life is really difficult sometimes. if its not the one thing, then its the other one! right? buuut anyways.. im still a bit happy now, because ooooof Papita <3 

türk Papita cikolata <3 o lala!

now when i have been eaing papita im thinking about what im going to do this year.. just got a mail from Apollo, asking if i can come to Oslo 24.january for an interview about a guidecourses that they will have in Alanya from 24.february until 7. march.. im still thinking about if im gonna do it or not? i dont know.. they need to get a fast answer from me, last day is friday 14. 12.00 o clock. shit.. i have also applied for a guide job in a travelcompany called "Tyrkiareiser". i might actually want that one instead? wææ i dont know.. maybe i wont eaven get the job there. well i just have to wait for one mail from them. and then i will see.. usch.. hate this, but its what i want.. i think.. hmm.. 

or maybe i should just be a GOLDEN ANIMATOR!!!? :D   haha

bos ver.. im going to sleep now.. if im lucky i will find work tomorrow.. cünkü simdi param bitti :( please cross your fingers for me lanS!  goodnight & sweet dreams ;)