you are not here anymore. 2 years allready past. today is the day, the day i will never forget. you left us, and its so hard to understand.. why?! i know you didnt want to be here anymore, but i never thought it would happen. and i really dont think you thought so either. things were going better with you, and you were glad.. but maybe you were just good faking it?
i miss you! really i do. we used to talk about EVERYTHING! i knew everything about you, and you knew me. you told me everything, even if it was bad or good, and im glad you did. you deserved better then this. you were a nice person. funny and kind. you were thinking about everyone else, even if inside you it was just a big mess.. you wanted everybody to feel good. and you often helped me when i had a hell of a day, talked to me, made me smile...you were good at it. when im thinking about it, im smiling.. im crying.. its weird to think about that i will never see you again, not be able to talk to you like we did before. its hurting. but i hope you are fine now, where you are. i wish you could see all the people, all your friends and family who is missing you so much. i know you felt alone, but if you can see us, and i belive you can, then you see everyone who cares about you and miss you! wish you were here!
r.i.p Jonte <3
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