off.. im not doing much theese days, but my enegry is just flying out the window.. i cant even squeeze my hands hard together. its just nothing left.. after some hours outside with friends or what, or just talking about what happend or something else im empty. really so tired when im coming home again after that. cant understand that it takes so much power to just do small things.. or worse, nothing.. well, hope it will soon get better.. cus im tired of this now.
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| sure i look like this right now.. hehe :) |
i really wish i could do magic :) but i caaant.. hm.. now im just sitting home, doing nothing as usual, same as i have done the last weeks.. i have been to the doctor today, checking my blood pressure and took some tests, got some pills and extended my ..medical certificate (?) for some days more. so hopefully i will be back at work on monday! i hope so. its just so weird, cus he is 100 meters beyond the kindergarten where i work. i can see him from the window. its hard to understand, but it really hurts to think about it. its good to have a place to go to, but i just.. hmm.. its hard for me to go there, havnt been there yet after the funeral on friday. i should but, its just so painful to do.
but i will go to the kindergarden soon to talk with my boss, and i think i will be there for a little while. :) can be nice.. im sure im exhusted when im leaving.. but the kids is so sweet so, heh..
have a nice day, and take good care of eachother ! you never know what happens.. <3
kjempeglad i deg jenta mi <3 skulle ønske det var noe eg kunne gjøre, noe vi kunne gjøre sammen <3 om det så er å se grinefilm å spise masse is, drikke og le, så vil eg bare være i nærheten av deg min skjønne jente :) savner kveldene vi hadde i tyrkia når vi hadde d veldig gøy og dagen vi lagde frokost og badet i basseng, skulle gjerne opplevd d igjen og forhåpentligvis blir d snart :) er så glad for at vi ble kjent for du har stilt opp for meg di gangene eg har vert knust og fått meg i mye bedre humør <3 nå er det min tur til å gjengjelde deg den gleden du ga meg og den kjærligheten du ga meg <3 håper du vet kor mye du betyr for meg og at eg er her for deg når som helst. <3 utrolig glad i deg. Håper d blir nyttårsfeiring på meg i tyrkia sammen med deg og Hanne :)
ReplyDelete:) glad i deg å lille venn<3
ReplyDeletehehe ja det var gøy, men det blir vel ikke så altfor lenge til merker jeg på kroppen?! hehe .. da kan vi gjøre mye hyggelige og morsomme ting! veldig glad vi har blitt kjent jeg også Anja, og vi stiller opp for hverandre vet du.. :) takk for en nydelig melding og omtenksomheten din.. kjempe godt å vite! glad i deg å snupp <3