kind of ...jobless?!

(song)"What day is it today, what day is it today is it friday? Noooo! is it saturday? Hmm.. Yeah i think so..It feels like saturday.. But hmm.. Noo i dont think so... What day is it today, what day is it today is it sundaaay? Is it? Could be! Maybe sunday it is ?! But mum was at work today.. And my brother.. AND my friends.. So cant be a sunday.. Aaaah its a thuesday! I remember now.. Its thuesday!"

Its easy to mix the days when you dont have a work.. I understand that now. And do you even know how boring it is to not have a job? Well... It sucks, if you wanna know! Nothing to do.. You know its boring when you are starting to clean your room and your livingroom even if its nothing to clean.. And after using money you dont really have, or shoud use.. Beacuse you are not getting money next month.. Crap! Anyway, now i sound like a depressive person! Im not... But you know.. When something first is happening, EVERYTHING has to happen in the same time.. And thats kinda fucked up! Why cant all problems and things be spread throughout over the year! It would be so much easier to handle! To fix. You have to be superman to handle everything in the same time.. I dont even know if superman can do that? He must be tired too.. If he have so many things to think about in the same time, in the end his head must explode right...? Sure my head will soon. And i dont even know whats inside my head right now, plenty of crap i think..And some more seriouse crap. and some other crap, thats just flying around inside there without knowing why they are there.. Hmm..CrazY? Me? Maybe.. Heh.. Sure everyone has it like that sometimes.. 

Emelie asked me if i wanted to follow her to death today. I thought, ok why not? Nothing else to do. So today we planned to die.. But we wanted to go to Mekka first.. Sooo.. The question was; Where are they going to bury us? Tønsberg? Motala? or Alanya? We chosed.. Mekka.. Cus then we can visit and die there, and thats a very holy place, so it would be perfect! Its a great honor! And also i think Allah would be proud of us, cus he loves everyone and he would be so glad that we chosed this place and did something great before we died. but .... It didnt happen today.. God didnt let us huh? Well, its not our time yet i think..But the plan is still standing! Not today, not tomorrow or next week i think. But when its time....

My Goooooood, can someone give me a job? Lütfen!