bcs of you

sometimes i am wondering, is it even worth it? Is it even helping? i dont know.. really i dont know.. sometimes i think people should just do something for themself too, before you are lost in some others life. cus its a whole another world in my head, when i colse my eyes in my bed. when i am dreaming, when i am not thinking, when i am not wondering and when i am not worried.. and i wish i could be in the dreams forver! but it is to hard to look away. i cant, its not me to look an other way. but i am never giving up, i cant leave you yet.. !