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aiii.. today i was laying in bed until ... well after breakfast-time thats for sure.. but my sweet sweet mum made a late breakfast for me anyway, rosted potatoes(for breakfast??) and egg. it was really good. Snoop Dogg stole some of it too.. but she is so sweet so i just cant say no.. talked a bit on msn and went to shower.. i was standing there in the hot water and sensed peace and safety. BUT... dadaddaaaa... a spider! it was really a BIG spider.. like the spiders you only have in your basement. i totally freaked out! "what to do. what to dooo?" so i took a shampoo bottle and hit everything i could.................without hitting it... ! and then i was really so stressed. i hate spiders, they are so disgusting and they can suddenly be EVERYWHERE! its true.. suddenly they are under your sweater or in your shorts or jeans or whatever.. its creepy, and they are fast too...  usch! i calmed down and started to think, i grabed the shower and washed it down from the wall until i was sure it had drowned.. and yes, The Monster died, a slow but certain death.. i know its bad luck to kill a spider, but really i dont care... from now on it can only be better :)

usch i really hope "our" spider didnt got kids like this on... i have to live in fear for the rest of my life! iiik!

didnt do much this day, cus of waking up so late. just been sitting relaxing actually.. cus it was raining a lot today.. and its still raining a littlebit.. so no fun to go out jumping in the water dams all by my self.. have been watching tv, talking to mum, downloaded some songs to my ipod (ajpot as some people would like to say) with GOOD help from my brother. . . 

Dennis, an old friend of mine, asked me if i please could drive him home from his friends house this eavning cus it was raining really so much and he had a long way to walk home.. didnt see him for like.. ages!!! maybe 2-3 years or longer.. so i did pick him up.. and it was so nice to see him again! we were really so good friends before. so i was sitting in his home for like 1 hour, after driving him home, just talking about everything and nothing. felt like it was nothing differnt, just same old Dennis. was so glad to see him again! :) we will try to get the friendship back on track again. non of our old friends from school are here anymore. everyone moved away for study or work.. so important to keep contact with the ones who is left right? anyway, happy to see him again ! 

smaaall back then. 7 years ago or something? 2003 i think.. hm crazy :)

i was going to pick Hanne up too.. but becuase of staying in Dennis` home longer then i though i was littlebit to late.. im so sorry Hanne! :( but i came... decided to just drive around in our car. thats what we like! haha.. driving car, talking and listen to weekend storm. " parampampampam parampampampampam"..  we ended our little trip with Shivas India, whatever that is? and a goodnight-hug. <3 i love my girl she`s the best! 

Ibiza Rocks is still alive!!! 

drived home with Alex Thursdays music, sabir tasi catlamis, at full volum. xD

" Sabır taşım çatlamış bugün nedensiz
duygular yarım kalır gider bedelsiz
sadece dilek dilerisn
dostluk adına ne var sanki sen ne dersin
dediklerini algılamasa keske beynim
benim ne suçum var ki bilmem hep yenildim
bana demişler arkadaşlık eskidendi
sen değişmişin fakat ben her zamanda eski bendim! "

sitting here doing nothing right now.. dont wanna sleep yet, dont feel so tired anymore.. but good night to everyone who wants to sleep ;) sweet dreams. see ya peops!
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