Çilli: another laaazy day :D

someone woke me up 07.24 this morning to talk about something very important, on msn.. off i was still sleeping when i came online, and the thing is this.. it was not important at all. or maybe a littlebit, but not important enough to wake me up that early! hello, its sunday for God sake, my only freeday in the week! thats just something you dont do.

so anyway, i was already awake and finished talking 10.00, so why not eating breakfast with my mum and her boyfriend Henning? during the breakfast we had a interessting talk about anger. and while we were talking about this, we came to talk about a man i really hate so much. im not hating people. maybe i am saying "ahh i hate him!" but...actually that something im just saying.. you guys understand what i mean, its not like its from the bottom of my heart right, when im saying things like that!?

BUT! its two people i really hate.. or when im thinking about it..its more then just two, noo, i think... i just dislike them. THE MOST you can dislike a person when you dislike her/him.

* but over to the people i hate. for the first i cant tell his name, cus then he will kill me... and i dont want that. but i also think he hates me so.. cus he have never been nice to me, and i know for sure that he dosnt like me at all.. ah damn, the thing is. he is allways yelling at others. and no one can be better then him. he allways have right. he is never saying "thank you" if someone does something for him. like.. he allways wants help, and i cant understand why people wants to help him, cus he is not paying them, he is not saying "thanks for helping me". he is never helping anyone back. he is angry all the time! if you say something he allways have to say something better or something so you feel stupid and standing there like an idiot! he is getting angry over NOTHING, for exemple if you eating chips and loose one on the floor, then its HELL.. belive me.

one time, i was going to take a shower over there, and they didnt have so much hot water, and i knew that. sooo, nice as i was that time ( bcs i WAS fucking scared of him, he is like the devil ) i was taking a shower with freaking icecold water, so i was showering for minimum 10 minuts. im sure that my lips were blue when i came out from there. and the first thing i see when i open the bathroom door, is a face so red as a tomato and eyes who was nearly jumping out, screaming to me: " YOU HAVE BEEN SHOWERING FOR LIKE 1 HOUR! FUCK!!!! NOW WE DONT HAVE ANY HOT WATER LEFT! YOU SPOILED STUPID CHILD!!!"

what can i do..... sometimes?! didnt he see my fucking blue lips or what? so i said to him " no im afraid of you so i didnt use any hot water!" and i went to an other room. started to cry a bit, i was small back then... if it was now i would hit him. or at least answer him back with some words and some sentences that i cant say in the church.

but people are not acting like that huh? and he is treating everyone like that like shit, that they are not humans! GOD, im glad im not going to live with a man like that! if i do one day, please contact me and help me, cus then im sick.. or the man made me sick or something! anyway, you get it.. take me away!

* the other person i HATE, and i also know others who is hating him. thats David Adi. the most disgusting guy in the whole world. cant even understand why people wants to shake his hand and say hello. God made a mistake there i think. feel bad when im saying that, but its the truth! its nothing more then bad words coming out of his fucking mouth. and Hanne and me had so many fights with him before, until someone (who can it be?? cant say any name, buuut i want) stabbed him with a knife and had to go to hospital. i HOPE he have learned now, that its not so smart to go around talking shit and lies all the time. then you also have to take the consequences of it! the most stupid person i ever met. its not weird that people are getting angry to him!

but its not nice to hate, so dont do it! its a baaaad baaad thing to say "i hate" as we are saying in the kindergarden! "to hate is the badest word you can say"... just wait and see children... write about something better maybe? yeah i think so. im home alone, was going to clean my room for clothes, cus they are laying all over my bedroomfloor, desk, chair and everywhere else :) ama... didnt do that yet. so one angry mum when she is coming home? yep.. "dirty girl"-as someone else would say. hehe.

yesterday was a very nice day. first i was at work from 10.00 to 16.00 alone, cus my boss is in France. and it was just good to be alone there. when i finished, my mum, brother and me when to centrum for changing one tights for me, buying some pillows for my grandfathers house while he is in Stavanger visiting my family. he is so wounderful, 82 years old and DRIVING all by HIMSELF over the mountains to Stavanger. he is crazy, cok manyak! its not many 82 years old grandparents who would do that. specially not alone. i feel a bit prowd here! :)

when mum and me were looking for this pillows, i felt in love! in a pillow...seriously! i have never ever seen a pillow like that, it waaas ahhh i want them! and then i also understood that i wanted my own apartment soon. cus now i want my own place. could be nice!

MY PILLOW!

pink with diamond-button in the middle. *dreaming*

!and by the way.. i have birthday 15. sept!

went home again, took a shower, put on some new clothes and some make up before Remi and Veronika picked me up. we went to Pizzaninni to eat. and it was so good. i ordered nachos. Remi took clubsandwich Veronika who is never trying new things ordered Spaghetti bolognese. hehe. its was so nice, i was hungry like a WOLF! poor little Veronika got hard spaghetti but didnt want to say anything to the waiter. i told her i could say it, also Remi did, but then she said: " if you are doing that im going right now! i mean it!!! " . aaand when Veronika mean something, dont make jokes.. haha.. cus she means it!

we decided to go to the cinema after we finished our food. to the new cinema, Kilden! we wanted to see a 3D movie. but it didnt start before after 2,5 hour so we dropped it. we rent a movie instead and went home to Remi and Veronika. it was fucking creepy. of course we wanted to see a scary movie. if im not wrong i think the name of it was "the children". anyway, it was creepy. children who was killing their parents in a brutal and disgusting way. i was sceard as hell, ans so was Veronika. Remi was just laughing. boys boys boys!

we had to watch a littlebit more happy movie, to not be afraid when we were going to sleep. it helped. but it was not a happy movie at all. "The last song" with Miley Cyrus. we were crying and crying and crying. its was so sad.

i never liked the girl, but im just saying one thing, watch this movie!