Sunday, October 31, 2010

OLUM BAK internettcafe . ORGINAL!

"This is me before i am going to war! I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU PUT THAT PICTURE ON YOUR BLOG"      

its normal to be in internettcafe in turkey :D this is one of the normal sweet guys who is allways there.. playing counter strike with their girlfriends! funny funny funny ! :D

Til HC!

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 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm COLA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the day we can never get back. miss you!

you are not here anymore. 2 years allready past. today is the day, the day i will never forget. you left us, and its so hard to understand.. why?!  i know you didnt want to be here anymore, but i never thought it would happen. and i really dont think you thought so either. things were going better with you, and you were glad.. but maybe you were just good faking it? 

i miss you! really i do. we used to talk about EVERYTHING! i knew everything about you, and you knew me. you told me everything, even if it was bad or good, and im glad you did. you deserved better then this. you were a nice person. funny and kind. you were thinking about everyone else, even if inside you it was just a big mess.. you wanted everybody to feel good. and you often helped me when i had a hell of a day, talked to me, made me smile...you were good at it. when im thinking about it, im smiling.. im crying.. its weird to think about that i will never see you again, not be able to talk to you like we did before. its hurting. but i hope you are fine now, where you are. i wish you could see all the people, all your friends and family who is missing you so much. i know you felt alone, but if you can see us, and i belive you can, then you see everyone who cares about you and miss you! wish you were here!

r.i.p Jonte <3

bra shit!



........... <3 ...........

do you know what i hate?

i will tell you guys what i hate! ahh i dont think its anything i hate more.. or of course i hate killers, rapers and pedofiles and people like thaaaat! but i mean, this is something that happens almost everyday. like regular things.. well you understand. the point is: I HATE THOSE WHO DRIVE TOO SLOWLY! really i am getting so pissed! haha.. i am sitting in my car, behind this stupid person in front of me, who is driving  10, 20 or 30 km below the speed limit. arrrrrrrg!  cant they understand that the people behind them maybe is to late for work? or have to hurry a bit to reach something.. ?! 
THOSE people are making other motorists to become aggressive and angry drivers.. do we want that? noooo we dont. but does it looks like they understand it ? nooo.. and actually, why are they driving so slow? i understand if they are driving in a neighborhood or a place where kids are playing. or if they are driving in a.. what can i say? dangerous place or something, where you have to speed down a bit. BUT GOD! im talking about the normal roads here.. slowly drivers = other drivers are getting angry = carcrash= dead people !     
soo please open your eyes and stretch out your right leg ( SOME SPEED?!) and follow the traffic signs... is it that hard ?? its a reason why we have the TRAFFIC SIGNS a.q!
I UNDERSTAND THIS GUY!

family night ..ve.....cadilar bayrami kutlu olsun!

Tonight i have been with my family.. my aunt (tonte de tooonte) came from Stavanger and my cousin and her husband from Drøbak. they are coming all the way to Tønsberg to cut their hair. crazy haha :) but then we can see them more often, and maybe its a little reason to come back here to the rest of their family to say hello?! we think so ;) hehe.. anyways.. it was really nice to see them again!! so our family (just 11 people this time) came together to eat a wounderful dinner made by Aunt Inger<3

also had time for a little shopping with my mom today :) well, i was not going to buy anything. mom just wanted some shoes and i went with her.. but i ended up with two new jeans and some over knee socks.. hehe. SHOCK!

now im talking to My Baby Hanne <3 i miss her ! and she is hooome this weekend, reading for her exam! she is a good student ;) hehe.. but tomorrow she will come to give me a MEGAhug.. im a lucky little girl to have her! what would i do without you sweetheart!? think i would just lay right down to die...sometimes... love YOU <3

Love Love Love

And HEYS!!! its halloween tonight! soo hapy halloween!! or cadilar bayrami kutlu olsun! ;)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

what can i do...... sometimes?

Soon something have to happen, very soon, cus im so bored.. im talking about life.. right now life just feels so empty.. give up? nooo way, never! but anyway, thats not good right ? someone who wants to travel around the world with me or something? do something funny? could be really exciting! just do something else..
im just here.. home.. same old same old.. at the same place that i have lived for like 17 years.. ahh i think im soon walking through the wall or something.. usch. im 21 and allready boring. haha.. what the hell.. ? hope it will change soon! any ideas? 

öp öp öp 

Friday, October 29, 2010

arg! hahaha

What is people thinking with? really.. im getting so angry! i mean.. the norwegian people! why is still this man comparing about beeing the winner of x-factor 2010?!! and if he is winning, i really dont know what to do! im serious! can we just get him out? kick him out if thats possible. im getting sick everytime Bettan is speaking to him ( or when i see his face on the tv)... " you are not a very good singer or a dancer, but you are in my heart, and thats why i still want you in this competition.! i am following my heart " wtf? its a song contest for God sake! okey, he is maybe not the badest singer in the world. but he has nothing to do there! sorry....
usch
compared to thiiiiis guy..... olalaaaaa.. <3

Atle <3

exhausted

busy day. or? well not really, but i overslept even if i started 09.00(late). and when thats happening the rest of the day will allways be like crap or everything will go wrong ! i was really really tired after work, it was something to do all day, so i almost felt alseep on my way home while driving. not good, cus i almost crashed, but thank God i didnt! cant afford that now ...  :)

yesterday i spend my time in Dennis` home eating pizza, watching Aladdin and drinking hot chocolate with cream ! mmm goodie.. Dennis have never watched Aladdin before, wtf? who didnt even watched Aladdin 1 time before at the age of 21 years old?! manyaklar! forgot the time and didnt go home before 01.15, thats maybe why i overslept this morning ?!

have just been looking at " a modern family " .. ohaaaaaaa i LOVE it. its freaking funny! <3 


Tuesday, October 26, 2010

fake fake fake fake!

i really dont know why i belived you all the time. haha.. i have been so fucking stupid! is it even possible? GOD! now i can see that it was just bullshit all the time. you are so fake fake fake a.q!! 
thank you fucker! <3

angry me? nooo ! dissapointed? yeah i think soo !

Monday, October 25, 2010

still surviving... :)

i have survived my first day in kindergarten and the kids are just supersweet! its 2 years since i have seen the kids i had there before when i used to work there.. and they are so big now!! :O and now they also have brothers and sisters there. wow.. time is running, does not feel like that 2 years allready passed.. hmm.. 

now i stoped writing.. i was thinking back.. and wow, it has happened pretty much the last year actually! havnt been thinking about it like that before.. but now i can see it. not that everything has just been GREAT.. cus thats a lie if i am saying it has just been fine. but thats normal, everything is not supposed to be so good and funny and all that stuff all the time. thats just how it is. life!

i cant say that i regret something i have done (except saturday eavning), but i think maybe i could have been doing many things differently! also so people could understand better, not misunderstand all the time. but done is done.. and stupid of me to not think before i act but... well, sometimes its just not time to think.. or you forget to think before you are doing it.. *aptallik... 

Join my Stupid Party if you feel the same! ;)


anywaaays... will call Veronika now and see if she wanna hang out with me or something ;) 
take care!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

im sorry!

just came home.. have been with Veronika, Remi and HC.. played bowling. i lost of course, bad as i am .. but it was fun! :)  
now im tired as hell, so i will go to sleep soon.. i have to wake early up tomorrow morning. work again. finally! not that i acutally want but... got a new work in a kindergarden i used to work in before.. but it will be good to get some money again, after some weeks without a job.
feel really bad today too, cus i said some bad things to my friend last night, that i really didnt mean. he is the best! fuck! im so sad bcs of this.. couldnt sleep all last night bcs of it.. hope he will forgive me, cus i care so much about him. : / havnt been thinking about anything else today.. im so sorry D!

T!

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Heisann Hoppsann! 

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Hey DJ!

Sorry...? Do you have this song; HAAAAAAAAAAAAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! 


hahahahaha :)

bcs of you

sometimes i am wondering, is it even worth it? Is it even helping? i dont know.. really i dont know.. sometimes i think people should just do something for themself too, before you are lost in some others life. cus its a whole another world in my head, when i colse my eyes in my bed. when i am dreaming, when i am not thinking, when i am not wondering and when i am not worried.. and i wish i could be in the dreams forver! but it is to hard to look away. i cant, its not me to look an other way. but i am never giving up, i cant leave you yet.. !

Friday, October 22, 2010

shame!

whats wrong these days.. or nights.. i really cant sleep even if im tired or not.. and now its snowing here in Norway too.. OFF! was going to drive to Veronika earlier this eavning.. came out and it was white everywhere. and of course i still had the summer tires on my car so couldnt drive. have to change tomorrow. stress! or.. im not gonna change, my dad have to come doing it for me, i dont know how to do it. girls and cars, you know ;) tomorrow i will learn it! so if someone needs help changing their tires after tomorrow, they know who to call! (dont take it to serious) haha.

i miss my Hanne <3 havnt seen her for a loooong time! she is reading for her exams now, a good girl.. :) anyway, hope to see her soon , if not i will go crazy!

feel like i am just writing about my problems here now, but actually i dont have any problems, just that i do have to much freetime because of no work.. but anyway, what i was going to say; i cant complain.. i was just watching tv and a tv-commercial about people on the run came up, and i really started to cry. i have really nothing to complain about! we have it so good compared to these people. its awful to see these pictures and films about how other people are living in the world! it shouldnt be possible, we are living in 2010 for Gods sake! all this war and fight, it goes beyond just the innocent people, and a lot of children! its so hard to see.. just wanted to write it down, cus i cant stop thinking about it.. 
and here im complaining about that i cant sleep. what about they? they can never sleep, they are too afraid of sleeping. and its just us, the people, who is doing this, who creates all this fear and evil! its cruel! shame on us! we really dont know how lucky we are...

What kind fo life is this?
 

a question....

Well dont get us wrong, cus we just started to talk about that people who is eating hotdogs for breakfast is really not normal. and its disgusting.. to buy a hotdog early in the morning? wtf? we found out that its worse than that the pope has had sex!
Hanne and me are wondering about this.. has the pope ever had sex? its a serious question, cus we are really wondering about this..
maybe he was a read badass when he was young? who knooows? what do you think?

Thursday, October 21, 2010

money money money, give me some money !?

Well, the two last days i had nothing to do. so why not do a little shopping? helps on the mood, thats for sure! so thuesday i was in the city with Veronika, cus its a big sale going on now, "Elleville dager" like crazy days... and i went back home with like 6-7 bags.. and Veronika with just ONE. wtf? hehe.. after i looked over what i had bought. and actually everything i bought was supposed to cost 4100 NOK, but instead i payed 900 NOK. woow gooood work Tine! hehe...anyways..here are some of the things i`ve bought :)

Bag from Friis

Tops from "Johnny leave home".

a short jacket form "Johnny leave home"

dress from "Johnny leave home"

shoes from Dinsko

hat and jacket from Ginatricot and black sweater from Bikbok
 And yesterday i was again in the city.. with my mom, she just had to buy some shoes for saturday but didnt find anyhing. But i diiiiid ! ;)
felt in love with his jacket<3
and Thuesday i also got a packet from Asos.com. it was just like christmas belive me! haha.. now i dont have to shop for like 1 year .. but 5 of november im on my way to Oslo with Veronika and MayLinn, so maybe its time to let the money stay where they are now. in the bank.. of! :)

some of the clothes :
"Forever Unique" dress

"Pepe Jeans"pants

"Pepe Jeans" Top and shorts. love!

this dress/top i bought in white, black and pink. just bcs they were so cheap.

i looooooooove this shoes!!! and the pink-golden watch..

!

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
<3
 When you go..Would you have the guts to say;
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

WTF?

I stole this from Hanne! its just craaazzy! take a look!


whats wrong with people?!

kind of ...jobless?!

(song)"What day is it today, what day is it today is it friday? Noooo! is it saturday? Hmm.. Yeah i think so..It feels like saturday.. But hmm.. Noo i dont think so... What day is it today, what day is it today is it sundaaay? Is it? Could be! Maybe sunday it is ?! But mum was at work today.. And my brother.. AND my friends.. So cant be a sunday.. Aaaah its a thuesday! I remember now.. Its thuesday!"
Its easy to mix the days when you dont have a work.. I understand that now. And do you even know how boring it is to not have a job? Well... It sucks, if you wanna know! Nothing to do.. You know its boring when you are starting to clean your room and your livingroom even if its nothing to clean.. And after using money you dont really have, or shoud use.. Beacuse you are not getting money next month.. Crap! Anyway, now i sound like a depressive person! Im not... But you know.. When something first is happening, EVERYTHING has to happen in the same time.. And thats kinda fucked up! Why cant all problems and things be spread throughout over the year! It would be so much easier to handle! To fix. You have to be superman to handle everything in the same time.. I dont even know if superman can do that? He must be tired too.. If he have so many things to think about in the same time, in the end his head must explode right...? Sure my head will soon. And i dont even know whats inside my head right now, plenty of crap i think..And some more seriouse crap. and some other crap, thats just flying around inside there without knowing why they are there.. Hmm..CrazY? Me? Maybe.. Heh.. Sure everyone has it like that sometimes.. 

Emelie asked me if i wanted to follow her to death today. I thought, ok why not? Nothing else to do. So today we planned to die.. But we wanted to go to Mekka first.. Sooo.. The question was; Where are they going to bury us? Tønsberg? Motala? or Alanya? We chosed.. Mekka.. Cus then we can visit and die there, and thats a very holy place, so it would be perfect! Its a great honor! And also i think Allah would be proud of us, cus he loves everyone and he would be so glad that we chosed this place and did something great before we died. but .... It didnt happen today.. God didnt let us huh? Well, its not our time yet i think..But the plan is still standing! Not today, not tomorrow or next week i think. But when its time....

My Goooooood, can someone give me a job? Lütfen!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

one time i heard someone say: Leif is Leif..

Today was a good day.. even if i didnt get the job.. thats life. but anyway i can try an other place right? :D  after i had been sending Emelie away with the train to Oslo, i went home again eating wraps with Mamshi Mamsha, and just relaxing for a while before i drived to Dennis.. we talked, eating (G)CHIPSY and dip&smash and watched The Blind Side, i will never get tired of that movie. shit its good!! and after we played golf ;) even if i was Tiger Woods i didnt win.. faaaaakk... i sucked playing that game. and TW is never looking happy, why? not even on a playstation game.. neden? 

YES I WON! i look soooo happy !!! =D

Monday, October 18, 2010

Monday.. and Emelie is leaving me..

Today Emelie will leave me and turn her nose to Bergen, to her friend Hanne :) It has been really nice to have her here! Saturday we went to harbour, dancing a bit... My mum was drunk and forgot to call a taxi.. But she thought we had been calling one, so we were waiting and waiting, until she said she didnt call.. Haha. So Thomas Andersen came to pick us up and drive us to the city ! Thanks Thaamas;) The music sucked, but.. Well it was okey! And Emelie also got the chance to meet "Habibi fuck deg". He is sooo sweet <3

Yesterday, Sunday, we had "the walking of the day", a wounderful trip to "The Worlds End".... So we took a lot of pictures, its really beautiful out there! but brrr it was cold too, but BOS VER, was nice anyway! :) 

Emelie :)

niiice view.

me..
tine

beautiful!

Emelieee <3


well, so now Emelie is packing... we will just make some THE food and then i will drive her to the train so she can go to Oslo and take the airplain to Bergen! off yaaa....  well, a super weekend <3

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Emelie ve Tine !

oioioi, havnt been writing for a long time now.. Emelie is here <3 my friend from Sweden. met her in Alanya new year 2008/2009? well anyways.... she is here and its great! she came with the train to Oslo so i met her there.. i was going to the interview for Ving, guide, the next day so we had booked a room at Anker Hotel for one night. before we went to bed we went to mine and Hannes favourite cafè, Cathedral , just to talk & take something hot to drink and just to walk around for a bit.. it was freaking cold, so we were back in our hotelroom before 24.00! 2 overtired girls in Anker Hotel! ;)
Tourist in Oslo!

Terrorist in Oslo :D



06.59. WAKE UP! usch that was a bit to early, but we didnt know where the Ving office was so we though it would be good to have some extra time to find out. cus i had to be there 09.30. but the taxi driver knew it, and it didnt even take 10 minuts with taxi... doooh. my sweeeet Emelie was waiting with me until i started.. and that poor little girl was walking around alone in Oslo for the first time... all by her self, good girl! it took 5,5 hours before i was finished. but i think it went ..ok.. i dont know. i will get my answer on monday so im just crossing my fingers! its a bit scary, but it sounds really fun to be a guide too, so i really really hope that they want me. 

actually we were supposed to walk around and see Oslo, but both of us were just tooo tired for that, and Emelie had allready been everywhere, so we took the train home to Tønsberg. ;) 
came home, and showed Emelie our HARBOUR! not as fun as Alanya but.. hehe. took a "cupofcoffee" and drived home again.. watched the film, Precious, a really good movie.. we started to cryyy.. as i allways do..

saturday we went shopping a littlebit . and Emelie found out that Motala, where she is coming from, was just a spot on the ass, compared to Tønsberg.. and Tønsberg is a small place! haha xD


well, will write more later, cus now we will go out... walking:D see yaaa

Monday, October 11, 2010

USCH!!

I just have to show you people, the most disgusting THING ever!!

ALF is his name.. uff!

Have you ever seen something more ugly then this??

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Helllloo hellooo!

Yesterday i had my last day at work.. when i finished i met  Hanne on Ica Maxi(we LOVE to just walk around in the markeds for a looong time, looking and buying stuff, haha weird people). anyway, we wasnt there for a long time, but we came out of Ica with sooo much candy and CHIPSY! wooop woop<3 we stayed outside Ica for like 45 minuts in our cars, with the windows opne.. haha.. nerds! anyway.. many funny people to watch when you are just sitting there looking. !! like this guy..... we loved his hair..! 
to bad the picture is so bad. but its not allways so easy to take a sneak photo..

Hanne in her car. looks cool huh? ;)

i had Hanne over here in the eavning, talking, watcing TV, drinking wine, talking and drinking moooore wine... ;) We had so much fun, just the two of us. haha.. But usually we have.. Now i am lying.. We allways have :) Sooo.. We decided to make a little/short video.. No need for me to write anymore then, i thought.... but the video is taking 16 minuts.. and i have been waiting from 2 o clock until now.. Ive been waiting for it to be uploaded! but now i got a message that it dosnt work.. f*ck! :(  I got a bit sad now... but nothing to do about it.. off..

someone who have some ideas to what i can do tomorrow? i mean.. I have nothing to do so.. no work.. its crap.. but.. i just think i should wait with that job-things until im finished with the interview in Ving.. so.. so any ideas?



Wednesday, October 6, 2010

prison, bitches, flood and money

yesterday i was back in the kindergarden again.. just for one day. but it was so nice to see the kids again, and looked like they though it was fun that i was back too. they was putting me in prison, jumped on me, gave me 1000 hugs, one hit med hard with a stick over my nose a.q and that really hurt! and they was running after me ( i was a prisoner remember....). good to be back, but oh my God, headache for the rest of the day..

no fight with anyone yesterday and it was great.. except that i wanted to hit and kick a girl so she couldnt wank anymore.. really girls can be so fucking mean and evil to eachother.. is it even possible? hope i will never see her face again, dont know what i will do with her then.. so fake and lying right up in my face? bitch, whats that?  cok orospu !!

now im back at work again in the marina.. and the weather is just crap.. raining and its so dark outside.. on the news today they reported flood over big part of Norway. but thats good in some ways, for example for the big "water-storage-places" to the big energy companies that is almost empty.( i dont know what i am talking about.. but i think its something like that... cus we gave so much electricity to Sweden or something. thats why its giong to be expensive for us in Norway this winter, if we dont get enough rain..) maybe it will be cheaper to warm up our houses now after this? we can hope :)
 .
well.. im just sitting here.. freezing my ass off and wondering what i will do today in this boring weather.. but no sorry for me, im just sitting here and get money for nothing.. its nothing to do at work right now so.. i cant complain.. my brother, Jens Petter, is here with me now. just to visit his WOUNDERFUL sister.. joke.. just to get something he need for a new work.. anyway....... what to say ? i dont know.. its booooring! im thinking of what i will say at the interview for Ving 1 week later. and what i will talk about in my presentation of the place i have chosen to speak about.. hmm...
if you have some good ideas for what i have to mention about a place, so people want to go there, come with it please ! :D


love tine

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

i can just keep on dreaming!

para bana gel, lütfen! biiiraz para... belki? hehe.. well i was sitting talking cars with Serhat.. we talked about bmw and stuff.. and i was just going to show him which car i wanted.. Volkswagen New Beetle. i just love that car.. anyway.. i was going to find a picture of the car on the internett, to show Ersin! so as i was searching, why not look for a pink one? yep!so i did... and i felt in loooooove! on the other side of the computer, Ersin didnt... 
i love the color on this one! it have to be that color  i think<3

aaand its not bad huh?

seriously, im not joking! i want this..

no doubt.. or is this color better? ahhh now i dont know. maybe i need two different cars so i can have one in both colors.. ! shit its hard to decide! anyway.. i can just dreaming.. cus its not going to happen.. not with my money consumptiones..
Swarovski Mercedes Benz

Swarovski Mercedes Benz in gold...

Erhan Baba have one like this.. he is rich. and now he is going to buy the golden one there ;) nice huh? Baba is a playaaah! and we like it!
Swarovski it is..



goodnight sweethearts! 
ps: if you have some coins you dont need, just send them to Tine Alette, Norway. if you want to help her getting a pink little thing ;D i know you will make her happyyyy! or if you just want to giver her some money of your own free will, that will also be ok! 

love Tine <3

Monday, October 4, 2010

bu hayat a.q...

aiii.. today i was laying in bed until ... well after breakfast-time thats for sure.. but my sweet sweet mum made a late breakfast for me anyway, rosted potatoes(for breakfast??) and egg. it was really good. Snoop Dogg stole some of it too.. but she is so sweet so i just cant say no.. talked a bit on msn and went to shower.. i was standing there in the hot water and sensed peace and safety. BUT... dadaddaaaa... a spider! it was really a BIG spider.. like the spiders you only have in your basement. i totally freaked out! "what to do. what to dooo?" so i took a shampoo bottle and hit everything i could.................without hitting it... ! and then i was really so stressed. i hate spiders, they are so disgusting and they can suddenly be EVERYWHERE! its true.. suddenly they are under your sweater or in your shorts or jeans or whatever.. its creepy, and they are fast too...  usch! i calmed down and started to think, i grabed the shower and washed it down from the wall until i was sure it had drowned.. and yes, The Monster died, a slow but certain death.. i know its bad luck to kill a spider, but really i dont care... from now on it can only be better :)

usch i really hope "our" spider didnt got kids like this on... i have to live in fear for the rest of my life! iiik!

didnt do much this day, cus of waking up so late. just been sitting relaxing actually.. cus it was raining a lot today.. and its still raining a littlebit.. so no fun to go out jumping in the water dams all by my self.. have been watching tv, talking to mum, downloaded some songs to my ipod (ajpot as some people would like to say) with GOOD help from my brother. . . 

Dennis, an old friend of mine, asked me if i please could drive him home from his friends house this eavning cus it was raining really so much and he had a long way to walk home.. didnt see him for like.. ages!!! maybe 2-3 years or longer.. so i did pick him up.. and it was so nice to see him again! we were really so good friends before. so i was sitting in his home for like 1 hour, after driving him home, just talking about everything and nothing. felt like it was nothing differnt, just same old Dennis. was so glad to see him again! :) we will try to get the friendship back on track again. non of our old friends from school are here anymore. everyone moved away for study or work.. so important to keep contact with the ones who is left right? anyway, happy to see him again ! 

smaaall back then. 7 years ago or something? 2003 i think.. hm crazy :)


i was going to pick Hanne up too.. but becuase of staying in Dennis` home longer then i though i was littlebit to late.. im so sorry Hanne! :( but i came... decided to just drive around in our car. thats what we like! haha.. driving car, talking and listen to weekend storm. " parampampampam parampampampampam"..  we ended our little trip with Shivas India, whatever that is? and a goodnight-hug. <3 i love my girl she`s the best! 
Ibiza Rocks is still alive!!! 


drived home with Alex Thursdays music, sabir tasi catlamis, at full volum. xD

" Sabır taşım çatlamış bugün nedensiz
duygular yarım kalır gider bedelsiz
sadece dilek dilerisn
dostluk adına ne var sanki sen ne dersin
dediklerini algılamasa keske beynim
benim ne suçum var ki bilmem hep yenildim
bana demişler arkadaşlık eskidendi
sen değişmişin fakat ben her zamanda eski bendim! "

sitting here doing nothing right now.. dont wanna sleep yet, dont feel so tired anymore.. but good night to everyone who wants to sleep ;) sweet dreams. see ya peops!
bu hayat a.q...